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ini impian. ini cita-cita. ini kenangan. ini cikgu. ini laughing gas. ini machine gun. ini  drama. ini pembunuh. ini penasihat. ini kain lap. ini pengajar paling aku rindu. 

sayang korang.

xoxo,

princess

Remeh temeh : Pak Pandir

Ada mata pandang
Ada telinga dengar
Ada mulut diam
Ada tangan garu
Ada kaki goyang

Ada otak pandai
Ada akal pakai
Ada bijak gadai
Ada mata pejam
Ada mulut kunyah

Yang remeh dan yang temeh
Berlegar di sekelilingmu
Yang remeh dan yang temeh
Berlegar di sekelilingmu
Buatlah..(buatlah..)
Buatlah tak tahu
Buatlah..(buatlah..)
Buatlah tak tahu

Rela jadi tunggul
Rela jadi patung
Tunggu dilelong
Suruh angguk-angguk
Suruh geleng-geleng

Oh puji lah aku
Ampu lah aku
Senang hidupmu
Ada tangan tadah
Ada maruah campak

Yang remeh dan yang temeh
Berlegar di sekelilingmu
Yang remeh dan yang temeh
Berlegar di sekelilingmu
Biarkan..(biarkan..)
Biarkan berlaku
Biarkan..(biarkan..)
Biarkan berlaku

sumber

Rindu

Rindu.

This teaches me a lot

holla :)

 

Assalamualaikum.

 

No, this is not gonna be a happy entry.

(bahasa melayu, dengan izin) haha

 

Menjadi salah seorang pelajar Sunway University College yang majority pelajarnya bukanlah dari kalangan kaum yang sama (Melayu) teaches me a lot.

 

Salah satunya adalah bersyukur.

Bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang. Kita selalu merungut kata nak buka dengan mak pak atok nenek bila kita kat kolej kan. Tapi kat sini aku belajar buka sorang-sorang. Takde kawan seagama yang nak teman buka. Yang ada cuma kawan serumah yang kesemuanya dari agama berbeza. Duduk sama-sama teman aku buka, cerita tentang kurma, tentang waktu buka, tentang sahur, tentang Bazar.

 

Sunway ajar aku ingat Allah selalu.

Selalu. dalam setiap kita buat, setiap kta pakai, setiap kita kata, semua harus jaga. Kat sini environment memang "imagine sendiri". orang berpeluk, bercium memang berlaku depan mata. selama ni tengok dalam tv pon tutup-tutup mata, ni dah bila dating depan mata kau, aigooo terus pandang buku. hahaha

 

Sunway ajar aku jadi berdikari.

Aku belajar beranikan diri lintas jalan sorang-sorang. tanda tangan haa yang dok nak pimpin aku melintas. so, bila dah besar kenalah belajar cara nak lintas jalan. sSampai bila orang nak pimpin tangan kau.

 

Sunway ajar aku cara hidup dekat oversea.

Macam-macam manusia aku jumpa kat sini. Berbeza 100% dari dekat Palam. Dekat Palam, ada bazar, ada café, ada girlfriends, cakap melayu, satu bilik 2 orang, solat sama-sama, makan sama-sama, basuh baju sendiri, ada coolblog.

 

Dekat sunway takde bazar, ada pyramid, takde café, ada lunchbox, takde girlfriends, cakap orang putih bahasa mat salleh je, satu bilik seorang, solat sorang-sorang. makan sesame, basuh baju hantar laundry, ada starbuck, ada swimming pool, ada gym,.

 

 

Duduk sunway rindu ramai orang :(

 

xoxo,

princess

 

12.11pm

Foyer SunU

 

The Palamian #UiTM

Assalamualaikum and hi :)
updating from UiTM Puncak Alam internet connection
by using Nurul Nadiah's internet cable.

Alhamdulilah. Almost 3 weeks of being Puncak Alam foundation student @ Palamian.

Alhamdulilah for the new mates. New scenery. New love. New lifestyle ( eat only twice a day) .

Alhamdulilah for the great memoirs and experiences of being Palamian. Being science student. Being communicate and interact with thousands of excellent people, yuppies to be, engineers to be, doctors to be, inshaAllah.

Alhamdulilah for the stamina that i used to climb the Tangga Kejayaan. Now I know how difficult and tiring for us to succeed.

Alhamdulilah for everything. Thank you for understanding.

UiTM di hatiku.

The turning point

Assalamualaikum :)

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak masuk 14 tahun dah belajar secara formal sejak lahir. Belajar di tadika, sekolah rendah, sekolah agama, sekolah menengah dan tiba masa nak masuk ke universiti. Dulu-dulu kalau orang tanya impian apa mesti akan cakap "ingin menjejakkan kaki ke menara gading" hahaha dan alhamdulilah impian tu bakal tercapai. 

Kalau masa darjah 1 dulu, guru kelas tanya nak kerja apa dah besar nanti, dengan 100% yakin jawab nak jadi boss. Tang mana tau boss la syarikat la ni pon tak tahu lah. Mungkin pengaruh tv. Tapi siapa sangka, 10 tahun lagi bakal tercapai, amiin :) Bila dah besar sikit, mula la nak jadi jururtera. Mungkin sebab time tu famous semua nak jadi jurutera. Masuk Sekolah menengah , specifik sikit, nak jadi Jurutera Kimia. Tapi tiba-tiba bila dah nak masuk U, bertukar pulak nak jadi doktor. Entahlah, kita merancang Allah yang menentukan. 

Cara belajar dari dulu pon banyak berubah. Masa tadika, lepas mandi sebelum pakai baju mesti baca buku dulu. it's a habit btw. Bila naik sekolah rendah, i have a very strong dislikes to study. malas yang sangat sangat tak suka nak belajar. That's why i love blackout. Sebab kalau blackout takyah belajar. hikhik. Dan masa sekolah rendah dulu, selalu sangat tidur awal. around 9.30 memang dah lentok dah kepala atas meja belajar. Aina kecil-kecil dulu akan belajar atas meja yang sama dengan abang & kakak. So, bila dah mengantuk, tidur je. Nanti adalah orang angkat masuk bilik. Naik sekolah menengah, memang kena belajar. but then masa belajar pulak yang berubah. Pukul 10 baru start belajar. Sebab sekolah menengah nak kena buat homework, nak kena buat revision, nak kena hafal facts, so masa kena banyak. Kena guna masa pagi (2-5.30 am) untuk belajar. 

Terima kasih guru-guru Tadika Jaya Setia, SR Integrasi Al- Awabeen, Sk Jaya Setia, Sk Bukit Badong, SRA Jaya Setia, SMKA Kuala Selangor, SMK Raja Muda Musa & Cikgu-cikgu tusyen. Jasa kalian membentuk siapa saya hari ini. cewah :)

Banyak perubahan dari 4 tahun hingga18 tahun. And i used to miss all those memoirs. Saya bertuah sangat sebab ada mummy & ayah yang selalu teman malam-malam untuk belajar, yang buatkan air malam-malam, yang tanya apa belajar harini kat sekolah, yang selalu bagi semangat bila rasa almost give up.  Dan kalau nak diikutkan, tak mampu nak balas segala jasa tu. Result UPSR, PMR, SPM belum mampu nak balas. 

And now is the turning point. The Uni's life. The dean's list. The pointer. The result. InshaAllah :) Fisabillilah. For mummy & ayah. 

   

    

Terima kasih, kekasih

di hamparan rindu kita bertemu

di teratak kasih kita menagih

di hati sendiri kita bermimpi

ntuk lebih setengah dekad, terima kasih kekasih

hari dulu kita menanam

hari semalam kita membaja

hari esok kita menuai

hari ini kita nikmati peluh jaya

# phoyos credit to Milla

langkah baru sekecil dua

Di saat semua mata tak henti-henti
melihat gerak langkah aku sedari tadi
aku bikin putusan. Duduk seorang diri dia anjung sepi berteman melodi
melankolik di malam sunyi

Salahkah aku saat aku menentukan setiap gerak geri aku sendiri ?
Salahkah aku jika aku nekad buat keputusan untuk masa depan aku sendiri ?

Jika benar aku salah, betulkan aku.
tunjukkan bagian mana harus aku perbaiki

Jika benar aku benar, kunci mulutmu.
Jangan kau hirau apa lagi tindakan aku lepas ini

Aku masih perlu ibu
untuk tentukan apa terbaik buatku

Tapi aku yakin murabbi ada disetiap susahnya aku
dan mengapa harus aku kecewa
jika aku sudah pasti dia ada sentiasa disisi.

Senyumlah jiwa yang mati
Bangkitlah akal yang tandus
Harimu baru bermula
Harimu masih muda warnanya
Harimu indah buat meraka kecewa

Bangunlah, jalan masih jauh untuk kau kesalkan

SPM Tips

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum and happy Thursday :)

Hi guys! For those who don't  know me, I just completed my SPM last year.  I still remember the feeling weeks before SPM. I would not look a the countdown if possible because it makes me nervous. I just basically know how many weeks left and just focus on what else I need to do before the big day instead of making myself all worried.

For my trial, I got only 7A's 2B's ( B for Physics and Add Math) so I was asking myself: " Can I get straight A's or not ? " because i just lost 1 -5 marks for both papers to make me got straight A's during the trial. But, I told myself that , 'It's okay to cry now because it gonna be worse if i cry during my SPM' , because i cried once i got my Physics grade ! I did make careless mistakes due to my calculator didn't function well. 

Everywhere you go, anything you do, there are challenges. All you need to do is put your head down for those challenges and work towards it till it is achieved. So, if you didn't do well in your Form 4 final exam , then it's okay. Head high and chin up, there's nothing perfect without any flaws in this world. Keep on trying and never give up cause once you give up, there is no opportunity for you to achieve those success. 

Okay let's stop babbling and start begin

So, here are some tips on what you need to do months before your SPM. to be honest, i'm not the right person to give advise because i'm not the straight A's student. But I determine to do this, after I knew and saw that there are so difficult to get place in job opportunities out there and great place in those universities who hold great names.

 1. Pay attention during the classes. Don't sleep, don't do anything else, don't play around because you will loss what do you really need to know bout the subject. If your teacher is boring, too bad. I sat on first row in class practically in front of the white board so there's no problem for me to pay attention when my teacher is teaching. But, quiet poor for those who sit at the back of the class because there are so many obstacles for you especially from your friends, from those pupils who keep walk here and there in front of your classroom and from your self too !

2. Don’t be afraid to ask questions. Perhaps you're  shy and you might be labeled incompetent , but actually asking questions gives you the answers you need. Not all the students in the classroom really understand 100% what were the teacher taught. If you really don't understand what he taught, raise your hand up and ask questions even the simple one. Your classmates might say, ' apalah soalan senang pon tanya' then it's okay because the one who will answer the questions in your SPM is you and not your friends.  If need be, go and see your teacher in the staff-room. Or you can ask your smart-ass friends who should know the answers, and why? Because they asked the teacher.

3. Study when you really have the mood to study. Maybe sometimes you are not in the mood to study and want to have a relax, then just do what you want ! Sleep, hear music, sing, play video games or surf internet. For me, it's better for you not to push and force yourself to 24/7 study. Surely you'll get sick if you keep on reading, doing exercises, and don't have time to relax. Ouh, do some exercises such as jogging, playing badminton too. Breathe fresh air. Parents might ask you to study study study because they want you achieved great grades during SPM, but they do not know what you feel. So, just enjoy your life, don't feel too stressed up.  If you are relaxed and happy, you can study better and get good grades. Don't put it too hard on yourself, do what you can. 

4.  Find creative ways to learn Biology and Sejarah instead of reading paragraph by paragraph for those who are too lazy to read. Some of my friends said that Sejarah is so boring because there are so many things to read, so many facts to remember.  So, why don't you guys find another ways to memorize all these facts. What i did, I sang the facts, especially for the Sejarah. Just lalalalalala (what ever tempo you love to) song and ill make sure that i remember the facts. And i recalled all those facts before I sleep. Sejarah is all about stories , that's why i love it so much! Same goes to Biology. So many names, definitions, and pathways to remember. So, i decided to draw the diagrams, pictures, and pathways. And labelled them with colourful pens. Don't ciplak others drawings because you may not understand what he drew and the explanations bout his drawings. So, put some efforts to draw your owns. 

5. Don't forget to do past year questions, exam papers from other states, SBP, MRSM and never give up once you can't answer the question. Keep on trying and trust yourself that you could manage to answer the question. If you really can't answer it, then go and see you teacher. Befriend with students from other schools either they are from MRSM, SBP or even daily school. Ask them how they study, what are their's strategies to tackle questions and what were their's teachers taught them. Don't be shame to share your education problems with them and do some group discussion even via SMS and calls. 

   

Thanks for reading and good luck for SPM candidates. Relaxed and don't stressed up. Chill and enjoy your senior year :)  Hope this enlightens you. Have a nice day and take care! 

xoxo, 

princess

Dupdap SPM leavers

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone . Hai pendebar-debar hati sekalian :)

Jom sama-sama menadah tangan sementara menukar hari ke hari hingga ke saat yang setiap dari kita tunggu selama ni. Disaat hati masih keliru apa yang bakal terjadi pada tanggal 21 Mac 2013 nanti, cuma nak ingatkan yang kena alert dengan semua sponsorship, scholarship tau. Nanti terlepas rugi pulak.

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, hamba-hambaMu ini memohon dengan serendah-rendah hati. Kau terimalah bingkisan hati kami yang semakin hari semakin berdebar menanti keputusan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2012.

Sesungguhnya Ya Allah, kami sudah berusaha sebaik mungkin, berdoa dan bertawakal hanya kepadaMu si pemilik hati kami. Sesunggunya Engkaulah sebaik-baik perancang, maka rancanglah yang terbaik untuk masa depan kami. ya Allah, kami memohon dariMu segala apa yang terbaik buat diri ini Ya Allah, berilah kami yang terbaik, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui atas tiap sesuatu yang berlaku dalam diri setiap hambaMu. Ya Allah, berilah kami keputusan yang cemerlang setimpal dengan apa yang kami kerjakan sebelum ini ya Allah. Sekiranya kiriman doa ini kau makbulkan , jauhkan kami  dari sifat ujub, takabur, belagak, tamak dan pelbagai lagi penyakit hati. Redhakan kami menerima segala apa ketentuan Ya Allah, sesungguhnya apa yang berlaku itu adalah yang terbaik untuk kami. Ya rabb, jagalah setiap tindakan yang kami lakukan, selamatkan perjalanan kami sesungguhnya Engkau sebaik-baik penjaga.

Atas nama Allah yang mengetahui apa yang ada di dalam kalbu setiap hambaNya, dan sebesar-besar kekuasaanNya. Makbulkanlah permintaan ikhlas kami.

ameen ya Rabbal alameen

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Semoga setiap dari kita memperoleh keputusan cemerlang. Ameen

Kepada #Science1Family , KRK 08'10 , walau apa pun keputusan yang bakal kita dapat nanti, janji pada diri sendiiri kita tak akan berubah, kecil hati, pinggirkan diri dan sentiasa tenang bersama lalui hari-hari nseterusnya bersama.  Family bonding antara kita takkan putus terlerai . Ingat setiap kali ada di antara kita yang jatuh, jangan pernah rasa segan, malu untuk let it out. Aku mohon kita sentiasa bersama hingga ke akhir cerita. :)

A Gift Of Life

Assalamualaikum and haaiiiiiiii :)

It's has been so long since my last post.    I'm so sorry for the long hiatus. I've so many things to finish up and settle down. Yaaaa you know sometimes I feel like giving up.. I swear. Being the SPM leaver is not really fun especially when you have so many responsibilities such as tutoring the Pantun team, accompany your mummy everywhere she goes, and yeah busy with my bed for sure.  It is really hard to see me outside the house these days ..even worse it's really hard to hang out with my superb best friends. everyone starts to be busy with our routine and schedule. Nadd is worry of her on coming PLKN , Ulya hurmm. I don't know what sort of things she busy of, and my super little becok baby, Eby. Mungkin sebab jauh sikit dari Eby, so it's hard to meet her and even worse is so hard to contact and communicate with her. Rasa macam duduk dekat pedalaman hulu yang langsung takde connection to any mobile network.  Hurm..in the mean time, Malaysians are very worry and never stop praying and dua for the calmness and Malaysia's safety. Yaa, for the PDRM, army, ATM and our perwira. Alfatihah for those who gugur sebagai perwira negara. New history in Buku Teks Sejarah tingkatan 5 mungkin. 

Anyway, Let us BEGIN

So after my 18th birthday last Wednesday, I've got so many wishes and so many orang yang doakan. Thanks a lot guys, keep on dua for me. :) AllahuAkbar. So, as present for myself, i'd nothing actually. I just said to my self , "Aina, you're bigger now, you're 18 now. There's no chance to make any mistakes, any flaws, any nonsense things in your life. Be mature, be positive, be good to people surround you, and please do best decisions in your life. It's about life, about future and there's no 'pemutar masa'. So, use your mind wisely, think carefully and always ask help from Allah." ihiks. So sweetla my wish to myself.

So, the only thing i have for my self for the birthday is a card. Ala kad yang penuh kat dalam purse korang tu. Tapi kad ni kira boleh selamatkan nyawa orang lah. ewah. Kad Saya Sudah Berikrar Satu Malaysia Satu Harapan Dermalah organ demi kehidupan. Ya, I'm officialy one of the National Organ Donors. So, are there anyone who interested to join me and be one of the donor to save other life ?

If there is anybody who wants to be the donor or want to know more about the transplantation or donation, you may direct to these websites, NTRC and Ministry of Health Malaysia . Thanks for reading, anddddddd there is another 13 days to go to the date, SPM leavers ! :)

XOXO, 

Princess

We alls in Pangkor uolls #PartOne

Assalamualaikum and hi

Malam tu pening sebab fikir nak bawak baju apa, maggi berapa bungkus, nak pakai seluar apa, mandi nanti macam mana, kamera dah charge ke belum, whatsapp kawan, tapi yang whatsappnya asyik asyik bawa bikini bikini bikini. makanya selepas semua barang dimasukkan ke dalam beg beg beg dengan bantuan mummy tercinta, dapat tidur dengan lena sebab excited.

Bangun pagi, siap-siap ouh lama jugak siap sebab nak make sure takde pape tertinggal dan masukkan beg dalam kereta dan meluncurlah dengan lajunya kereta ayah menuju ke sekolah. Nampak bas dan ye nampak Hafiz sedang mengeluarkan barang-barang untuk bbq. Dan nampak jugak Eby dengan Ulya dekat bus stand. Aww these two cute girls dah ready sedangkan perut aku pon belum isi. Pergi sarapan jumpa pulak family Kimmul.

Masuk bas dan 'eyh dah ramai ?' Okay lupa nak beritahu yang ini adalah vacation bersama classmates ! Malas nak type lagi, tengok gambar jela. ALL THESE ARE PHOYOS ! 

Mula-mula memang excited tahap tak hinggat kan sebab that was the first time pergi bercuti dengan classmates and my beautiful gilfriends. So, konon-konon kemas beg cantik-cantik dan tangkap gambar. Tanda kenangan gituu. 

Dah naik feri, dah naik van, dah sampai villa, makan kat cafe , so tiba masa pergi pantai. Best sangat sebab monyet semua handsome, buaian yang extreme kosong takde sapa tengah main, budak-budak lelaki tengah mandi konon-konon berlatih berenang, dan pemandangan sangat cantik.

Tangkap gambar, main air, main buaian banyak kali dan best best tak henti henti. Btw, thanks Ulya, Eby dan Hafiz yang rajin layan aku main buaian.  Buaian tu sangat best dan sangat extreme, okay takdela extreme sangat, tapi kalau dah nak terlanggar dengan budak lelaki yang tengah main tali tu, kalau jatuh kan dah parah, habis basah baju. Dan ulya sangat doktor-doktor sebab pesan jangan main buaian tu lagi lah, bahayalah, takut peranakan jatuhlah, nanti mandullah. Well, kawan baik memang macam tu :)

Main punya main, gelak punya gelak, gambar pon dah berton Nadd ambik, video pon suara dah garau macam pondan, jadi tiba masa untuk hari senja. ehh tak, hari emmang dah senja time tu. Mari beramai-ramai duduk tepi pantai dan tengok sunset. 

SubhanaAllah, cantik okay.

Cantik sangat sampai taknak kedip mata...

tapi kena balik untuk bersiap...

ke malam penuh glamor...

in #PartTwo