Baby U is halfway there!

 Dear U,

Bonda is at the stage of pregnancy where I can feel not obviously but subtly, your strong kicks. This is the stage I never been dreaming of or ever thought of experiencing. 

But to be honest I love, love, love it when you kick me. Your kicks fill my heart in a way I can never ever explain, not even to your dad who always so excited to know about you ( he never get the chance to hear your heartbeat and see your face yet, you better be clingy to him okay!) But, no worries baby U because he loves you so much (but i love you more).

Also thank you baby for your glow hehe people keep praising me because of you glow and guess what your dad said, "jangan ambik banyak sangat glow baby nanti tak hensem". Ooo you not even here yet with us (physically) but he already shows how much he loves you.

If I could tell you baby on how much I never thought I wouuld love this experience of carrying you in my womb. Despite all those backache, and minimal of dizziness, I do really appreciate this moment of my life. I do really hope that you stay healthy inside there, playful and to behave well as you do now, so much make us very content and pleased with your existence, Baby U. Oh! Bonda also starts scrolling and window shopping for your essential. I am so much excited. 

Ahhh how magical you made me feel. Others might say I’m an obsessed mum but come on what do they know? First child always have a special spot, no?

I love you my little Everything!

Love,

Bonda. 

Thank you, 2017

Hello there.

It has been a while since my fingers dancing on the keyboard.

It has been a very long hiatus.

It has been me struggling with life for few years - I did enjoyed my Degree life, for sure.


2017 is going to end in few days - three to be exact
 learnt a lot, thank you 2017 and all the people, occasion, memories in it.

To sum up my life in 2017(so that i can recall when i'm older)

- Started my 2017 with a memorable visit to Mecca and Madinah - Alhamdulilah
- Completed my internship with one of Big4s and experienced so much things
- Build relationship with new family in Jakarta and its a bless
- Finished my degree with great result
- Achieve the ideal body and skin has shownnnn a very good improvements - Alhamdulilah

I also learnt that people can be so good for reasons and be bad to us for no reasons

Keep the positivity and you will see how universe respond to you

After all, thank you so much 2017.
 Will bring the good in you and improvise on the lacking.

Signal

Kenapa manusia ni susah sangat nak bagi signal eyh ? Tau tak kalau hang tak bagi signal, hang dah menyusahkan segenap alam. HANG TAU DAK ? Aku selalu sangat dah kena tipu dengan sikedekutsignal ni. Kita duk la tunggu dia kat simpang dah la bawak kemut pastu eyh eyh tiba tiba dia belok daa. Faham tak perasaan tu macam mana (macam nak turun kereta tolong ajar dia guna signal - tak, sebenarnya perasaan dia macam nak lempang orang hahaha) 

Tau tak signal tu penting sangat untuk orang tau hang nak pi mana. Ni hang tak bagi signal pastu presume orang tau hang nak pi mana. Otak hang. 

Sama gak ah ngan hidup ni. Ni hang tak pi bagi sign hang suka dia ka dak, pastu hang ingat dia faham perasaan hang. dah la duk tembe tembe orang duk tunggu hang duk tembe pastu tiba tiba hang pi kat orang lain. Memang pemusnah alam hang ni.